why are you feeling guilty?
Because it is hard to know that you are causing your parents sadness and stress.
I wish you were here with me to remind me why this is all worth it. I also hope you realize how much I’m willing to do to be with you.
It could be a huge mistake or it could be amazing, but the choices will keep getting harder and harder.
"Genuine hope is not blind optimism. It is hope with open eyes, which sees the suffering and yet believes in the future."
i’m going to go shower away my feelings of guilt.
I got approved for a visa. I wish my family could at least act happy for me. I know it is because they will miss me and scared i will stay there permanently, but it doesn’t make it any easier.
"Yesterday I was clever, so I wanted to change the world. Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."